Things That Are Wrong With Me

kooky personHave you ever felt like there was something wrong with you, that you were different from other people, didn’t fit in?

Today I’m going to convince you of how normal you are, compared to at least one person you know: Me.

According to popular opinion, I’m different from normal people in the following ways.

(See how you fare in comparison by taking the surveys below.)

1. Sunshine on my shoulder does not make me happy. I get overheated easily.

Normal people prefer sunny days to cloudy ones, and can even become depressed without enough exposure to sunlight.

In contrast, I went to Hawaii for the first time last year (not my idea) and kissed the ground when I finally got back to the cloudy, cooler mainland.

Inside, it’s the opposite; I love bright lights. I’m usually the only one in any given room who does NOT want the institutional lighting turned off.

2. Marriage, kids, a house, and retirement. No, no, no and double-no.

Statistically speaking, it’s normal to dream of having any or all of the above. But I’m not normal…

Marriage has always struck me as unwise before the age of, say, 50; it never occurred to me to have kids of my own (still agitating for nieces and nephews); a house requires upkeep, and who’s going to do that when I can barely commit to flossing my own teeth?; retirement is for people who don’t love working, not me.

3. Food. I’m the only person I’ve ever met who actively avoids Italian restaurants.

I’m not big on tomatoes, pasta, cheese or bread, so instead of being a kid in a candy store, when I go out for Italian I’m like a kid in an insurance agency.

Not normal.

Italian and Chinese are two of the most popular ethnic cuisines in the U.S. and they are at the very bottom of my list of favorites, lagging far behind Japanese, Indian, Thai, Vietnamese and — well, you name it, I’d rather eat it.

A few other abnormalities to mention:

4. Fear of public speaking. This is the No. 1 fear of normal people.

I enjoy public speaking. It’s not that I like attention, it’s that I think no one is particularly paying attention to me. I don’t believe they’re evaluating or judging me as I speak. (If I’m wrong about this, please don’t tell me.)

When I was in my high school band, the conductor once said to me after a performance, “Tina, you seem to think you’re invisible back there in the percussion section. What makes you think the audience can’t see you goofing around? You’re on the top riser and you’re tall!”

I was shocked by his words, and embarrassed to be called out like that.

I know it’s not normal, but I feel comfortably invisible even in the spotlight.

5. Fear of dying alone is another very normal concern.

If I die alone, I won’t know it. What am I missing, people?

6. Showering every day. Most Americans do this.

I hate showering. I do it as infrequently as possible, and almost never in the morning — I can’t face it in the morning.

You have to get completely undressed and soaking wet.

You have to concentrate on what you’re doing, so you wash each place exactly once, not missing any. SO tedious!

I thought of the idea for my first book while I was in the shower. Who knows how many places I forgot to wash that day?

Then you have to dry off carefully and get dressed all over again, staying mentally present enough to remember to put on your deodorant before your clothes.

What a boring, time-sucking chore!

I could go on, but I think that’s enough to prove that you’re more normal than I am. If you’re not, then we’re in this together. Yay!

The next time you feel like an outsider, remember you always have something in common with others. Most of us fit in better than we think.

Even an outlier like me has plenty of company, I’m happy to say. Downton Abbey, anyone?

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4 comments on “Things That Are Wrong With Me

  1. multnoma says:

    If one likes italian but not chinese, one could truthfully say yes to both of

    ‘yes, I like italian, chinese, or both’
    and
    ‘no, I don’t like italian and/or I don’t like chinese’

    I would like to have someone hold my hand when I die.
    I used to act in fear of someone not. Desparate people do (yada)
    If I die alone, I will know it. But I will be oK.

    Tina, some of us been meaning to speak to you about the showering thing

    Downton Abbey. The only redeeming aspect of the show is that it’s so annoying I was compelled to research what the inheritance thing was about. Why didn’t the old goof just write a will? I now understand ‘Pride and Predjudice’ and ‘Sense and Sensibility’
    But Downton Abbey is still like nails on chalkboard.

    • Multnoma, I always love your spirited comments for their insight and humor.

      Formal logic has never been my strong suit (I plead “normal” on that one).

      Nails on a chalkboard? DOWNTON ABBEY? What must you think about “The Bachelor”? Wait – don’t answer that. ;)

  2. Tina, I’ve always been an outlier too so you and I are similar in very many ways. Of course *I* think I’m normal!

    • I’m glad to be in such good company, Miss Maura. “Normal” is way overrated anyway, in my opinion. It’s just a statistical measure, describing the middle of the bell curve. Not always the very best place to be. Thanks so much for weighing in.

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